O gosh...

Posted Saturday, June 27, 2009 6:48 AM

Well i've been at work for about an hour now... and i still have 15 more hours... i just have to keep thinking that after the rest of today and tomorrow i can see Drew...that's what can keep me going.. i just am already really tired and i still have such a long day ahead of me... i'm getting very tired of this job.. don't get me wrong i absolutely love Tina and Dayna(the two ladies i watchover on the weekends) but this job is hard on my energy, my body and my spirit... i just get so worn out on the weekend sometimes i just go home and just cry.. lol it really sucks... plus with Drew gone to Chicago... it makes my day seem even longer because i dont hardly get to talk to him plus since he's hopefully coming up here after his flight on monday.. it makes the next 48 hours seem so long... esp since i have to work the next 32 out those 48 hours.. And i'm not sure whether i should keep thinking about Monday or not... because one way i can't wait to see Drew so i want to keep thinking about it but the other way i really dont want to keep thinking of it if its going to make the weekend go by slower...and after yesterday i've just been really emotional... I hate it...Lol i don't like the fact that i cant just drive out to Drew's house when normally its only an hour and a half away..but since he's in Chicago i cant go and see him..Lol but its getting to the point where i just really need to see him...its just hitting me really hard this morning... kinda like last night....Plus to add to that...i couldnt sleep at all last night and now today because of that lack of sleep and rest i feel sick to my stomache and feel if i could just sick and get it over with i'd feel alot better....O well its almost 8 so i only have 14 hours... Well i just hope that my day gets better....