Just another Day...

Posted Saturday, August 01, 2009 2:07 PM

Well ok i've been feeling kinda off today... and well i need a little venting blog right now.. so here we go... lol First i'm going to list whats gone wrong, whats making me feel weird etc...

 Wrong:

• Last night i couldnt sleep.. so when i woke up this morning not only tired but feeling like i had slept 10 minutes.. i hate that.
• I woke up with my new ear piercing hurting and swollen.
• Not to mention that so many people are getting engaged around me.
• I've been seeing pregnant people everywhere which has put the thought of babies on my brain.
• I'm getting tired of my job
• My car which is only a 2004  is already messing up.. my windsheild wipers arent working, my air conditiner only works on high, i need a tune up badly because it stalls...and seriously why the hell would a automatic stall??? and it needs to be cleaned
• Monday i need to clean the camper... badly

What i need to be grateful for... and  why the things above arent so bad...

• Tonight i can go home and go to bed early
• My ear will heal
• I dont need to be engaged right now. plus i want to build my savings account up more. Plus we agreed that we wold have a 6 month engagment and we definately dont need to be getting married in 6 months from any time this year.
• As for the babies on my brain there's no question about it i definately can't have a baby.. 1. I'm not married 2. I defiantely can't afford a baby 3. Why the hell would i want a baby right now?? i need to babysit one or something but definately NOT have one.. Lol
• I have a job...thats alot more than some people can say, also i get paid good for not doing too much.
• I have a car thats more than some people can say also.. and once i get it paid off maybe i can trade it in or sell it and get another one.. maybe nicer.. and i can clean it which will make me feel better about it. Monday i'll wash it, clean it out and vaccum it.. then wax the outside.
• I've been needing to clean camper for at least 2 weeks so i need to that without complaining about it.

Also

• I have a wonderful boyfriend who i love and loves me
• i have planned a trip for his birthday thats in 11 days thats going to be a blast. He's going to have such a good time.
• I'm very excited about this next week..
• I get paid Wednesday my first overtime check every YAY!

Today is a little bit over half way down.. then tomorrow i only work 14 hours. and then Monday i'm going to clean the camper then work. Tuesday i'll clean my car and work. Wednesday i'm not sure what i'll do but i work. Thursday i'm not sure what i'll do.. Friday i work.. Then i work next weekend all over again. Then next week i'll go to the Fair and eat some good food then i'm going white water rafting with Drew and going to our cabin :)