...Gosh i need to do this more...

Posted Friday, August 14, 2009 8:55 PM

Well alot has happened in the past week... last saturday my dad had a heartattack. it was absolutely the scariest thing i've been through.. and i was so grateful that he is doing alot better now.. and that Drew dropped everything he was doing and came here. Then monday and tuesday i worked.. Drew and I left on wednesday for his birthday trip. Everything went great and i actually didn't stress all that much. The only moments that were stressful were the driving.. my directions were a little off.. but we made it there... then the first night we grilled out and had a huge dinner that was really good. Another minor speed bump was when we got there and were ready to get into the hot tub..... that was cold. Lol so we did a little improvising and decided to use the big jet bathtub instead which worked actually a little bit better.. it wasnt super hot and we had bubbles without any bugs...i really liked it then we watched a movie called the Hangover.. it was really funny! .. the bed was HUGE but slightly hard. We both got to sleep in and rest the next morning. The next day we left the cabin after having breakfast and went straight to the rafting place. We got there right on time and got all our stuff we needed. We both were a little nervous on the bus ride down. We got a really cool guide who did a good job. The ride down the river was alot of fun... i'm not going to lie i did get a little scared on some of the parts but it was more like a good scared... We were both energized/tired afterwards if that makes sense.. our adrenaline was still pumping but our bodies were kinda worn out.. we went back to the cabin around 4:30 and took a shower. and right after we took a shower the Cabin manager showed up and fixed the hot tub for us. We decided to go to the little town and walk around and look in all the shops... which by the time we were able to get down there were all closed Lol but we ended up finding a little resturant right up the road a little ways from the cabin that was so good! the only thing was that it was alot of food so we couldnt eat it all. We went back to the cabin and the hot tub was working so we decide to jump in it.. then we shared an energy drink so we wouldnt get tired too early.. then Drew got his surprise and it didnt go exactly as i planned but i think he still liked it.. Next time i'll make sure to have the right music. Lol We woke up this morning wanting to sleep in again but having to leave by 11 so we had to clean the cabin back up. The drive back home went pretty smoothly... after i lead us down the wrong way about a mile (luckily only a mile) and i learned a good lesson... i either need no directions at all or very detailed directions.. lol All in all i dont think it could have gone any better.. it was a great romantic fun mini vacation and i think he had a really good time too.. Well i'm home now and its 9:20 and i'm calling Drew in like 10 minutes to say goodnight so i can sleep alot tonight.. i have to work the next two days which wont be bad because Sunday Drew comes back up here to help me move all my stuff into my NEW apartment on Monday... :-) very exciting.. also i'm really tired right now so i will definately write more tomorrow and hopefully tomorrow with be very easy and fast paced lol

 

Drew i love you so much and i had a wonderful time with you. I'm so glad you had fun and enjoyed the cabin and the rafting trip. I couldnt have planned it to go any better than it did..  I hope you have a good weekend and a good time tonight with your buddies. I love you! and i'll see you sunday night! 

Very sleepy..

Posted Saturday, August 08, 2009 6:33 AM

Gosh.. its 6:40...and i'm really sleepy which sucks because i thought i slept really good..also all the stress from my house and all the things i need to get done are starting to weigh down on me today... :-( but i'm not going to let it all rest there for long.. i'm going to have a good day!! Lol. The past three days were good other than the drama, Drew and I had a great time together. I'm really ready for this weekend of work to just get over with and and its good because i know Drew's coming back at least by Tuesday. :) because we are going on a vacation. I also need to get all the directions and then do all the other stuff.. and i still have to cash my check!! Lol i've been meaning to do that for a few days now.. o well. Right now i'm watching DIY HGTV.. Lol And its making me wanna buy a house.. lol which is not possible at ALL right now.. i need to up my credit which means i need to start paying more on my car a month.. also i'm considering getting a credit card to also increase my credit. I would only buy something simple like just buying gas for my car then paying it off but i'm kinda nervous that i would spend it on other things too.. and i will not allow myself to be one of the many college students in debt... which i guess because i have a car payment i am in "debt" but i do not like thinking of it that way. lol also i want to build and build my savings.. which since i'm moving into a new place.. its kinda hard to do. but i gotta do it! Lol.  Also something that was funny and pretty darn cute last night.. Drew and I were talking on the phone and he had got on here to see if i had posted another blog and saw that my wedding counter on Theknot was a year exactly.. Lol even though its not a real counter.. then he said "Wow, i only have 3 more months.." lol because we had talked about someday when we do get engaged our engagment would be about 6 months.. lol I'm pretty sure he wasnt serious but it was still cute and whenever i think of it i cant help but smile.. Also in the next few months so much is happening! Lol next week we're going on his birthday trip...then school starts at the end of this month... then my birthday is next month...then not even two weeks after that its our one year! Lol i really cant believe it.. it does not feel that long.. Andhe's saying i have to plan our anniversary.. which i'm thinking we should just plan it together.. Lol Then we've got Halloween.. then Thanksgiving and then Christmas.. and i'm wondering how we're gonna split the "family time" if we deicde to do that.. Lol I'm really excited to start this next week.. and what's sad is that i'm actually ready for school to start.. Also i'm excited because about it because i'm ready for something new.. something say MY NEW APARTMENT!! lol I'll post later today about that.. also i'm very excited about shcool because with school comes Drew.. :-) which is the best part.. Right now i'm about to make Dayna breakfast so i've got to get off here.. Well Drew.. I love you and i really enjoyed my time with you these past few days. Thank you so much for being there for me when all that Drama was going on.. I hope you have a great day today and that you slept good last night... I will talk to you later! :-)

Just another Day...

Posted Saturday, August 01, 2009 2:07 PM

Well ok i've been feeling kinda off today... and well i need a little venting blog right now.. so here we go... lol First i'm going to list whats gone wrong, whats making me feel weird etc...

 Wrong:

• Last night i couldnt sleep.. so when i woke up this morning not only tired but feeling like i had slept 10 minutes.. i hate that.
• I woke up with my new ear piercing hurting and swollen.
• Not to mention that so many people are getting engaged around me.
• I've been seeing pregnant people everywhere which has put the thought of babies on my brain.
• I'm getting tired of my job
• My car which is only a 2004  is already messing up.. my windsheild wipers arent working, my air conditiner only works on high, i need a tune up badly because it stalls...and seriously why the hell would a automatic stall??? and it needs to be cleaned
• Monday i need to clean the camper... badly

 

What i need to be grateful for... and  why the things above arent so bad...

• Tonight i can go home and go to bed early
• My ear will heal
• I dont need to be engaged right now. plus i want to build my savings account up more. Plus we agreed that we wold have a 6 month engagment and we definately dont need to be getting married in 6 months from any time this year.
• As for the babies on my brain there's no question about it i definately can't have a baby.. 1. I'm not married 2. I defiantely can't afford a baby 3. Why the hell would i want a baby right now?? i need to babysit one or something but definately NOT have one.. Lol
• I have a job...thats alot more than some people can say, also i get paid good for not doing too much.
• I have a car thats more than some people can say also.. and once i get it paid off maybe i can trade it in or sell it and get another one.. maybe nicer.. and i can clean it which will make me feel better about it. Monday i'll wash it, clean it out and vaccum it.. then wax the outside.
• I've been needing to clean camper for at least 2 weeks so i need to that without complaining about it.

Also

• I have a wonderful boyfriend who i love and loves me
• i have planned a trip for his birthday thats in 11 days thats going to be a blast. He's going to have such a good time.
• I'm very excited about this next week..
• I get paid Wednesday my first overtime check every YAY!

Today is a little bit over half way down.. then tomorrow i only work 14 hours. and then Monday i'm going to clean the camper then work. Tuesday i'll clean my car and work. Wednesday i'm not sure what i'll do but i work. Thursday i'm not sure what i'll do.. Friday i work.. Then i work next weekend all over again. Then next week i'll go to the Fair and eat some good food then i'm going white water rafting with Drew and going to our cabin :)

Sick.....

Posted Wednesday, July 29, 2009 10:28 AM

Well sorry i havent been posting on here as often.. i kinda feel bad for abandoning it for 4 days... lol well lets get another recap... Sunday work was ok.. it was a Very long long weekend.. but then Sunday night i find out an hour before i get off work that Drew is in Cookeville! :-D so i got to see him right after i got off work.. then Monday we kinda just hung around the house and he decided to stay another night.. which was alot of fun! We went over and hung out with some of his friends and had a very eventful night.. lol then we came back to the house and i got a little tipsy and thought it would be funny to go skinnydipping at 1:30 in the morning... which was a bad decision.. Tuesday morning i woke up fine and Drew had to leave.. i then got really tired about 1 so i decided to take a nap before work (at 4) i slept about 2 hours and then got up to get ready for work.. Work was fine and actually alot of fun up until about 6:30..when i started sneezing alot.. then my nose kept running.. then my ears starting feeling like i had an earache then a spilting headache.. Then i clocked out at 8 and went home.. i took a bath and drank some hot chocolate sure that it would take my sickness away.. but it only got worse.. i started having body aches and a fever.. then i took some meds..nothing has helped... i was so sick last night i just broke down and cried which sucked... then i talked to Drew on the phone and i might be going up to his house tonight after work.. we're not sure if i can yet. but i hope i can cause i would like to see him. i would go up there tonight, spend the night.. spend time with him tomorrow and then go home friday morning because i have to work on Friday at 1. I didn't really feel that bad when i woke up this morning except for sneezing.. but i've been awake for about an hour and the body aches are already back, and i'm having like a cold sweat...which i dont know whether thats good or bad.. o well hopefully i'll feel better tonight and get to go see Drew... i love you hun! and hopefully i'll be able to come see you!

Wow.. need of an update!! Lol

Posted Saturday, July 25, 2009 3:29 PM

Ok well a little summary is in need of order! Monday and all its flights went great.. then i got to Pensacola and Drew said he had a surprise for me.. and it turned out he was just trying to get me thinking he was going to ask me to marry him.. Lol I knew he wasn't going to but i couldnt stop smiling for the rest of the night.. being able to sleep in the same bed as Drew was great it felt so good to sleep next to him again <3.. then the rest of the week we had so much fun together.. we'd stay on the beach for part of the day then relax inside a little then at night we'd hang out with his family... who were all alot of fun and we all teased each other all week long.. then thursday Drew and i went to get our ears pierced. Drew got both his lobes done and i got the top of my cartilhge done. I love Drew's new earrings.. they look so natural on him, they make him look older and they're so HOT! its a real turn on really.. Lol which is funny because i really didnt think it would make that big of a difference because  theyre just earrings.. Lol but wow... then i left on friday morning.. my flights were ok..then my parents picked me up in nashville and we talked to whole way home.. lol I told my parents about Drew pretending to ask me and they thought it was funny too.. i went home and slept... i wish i was still in florida with him tho...he left this morning at around 10..and should be getting home in a few hours...

 

Ok now that they update is over... Lol Well today has gone good so far.. i slept pretty good last night but i kept waking up because i got cold once then i was trying to move closer to Drew but he wasn't there... Lol which sucked.. but i've been at work for 10 hours now.. and i only have 6 more.. We went to the YMCA today and worked out.. and while i was there i was reading my favorite book...again and i got to my favorite part.. and it just made me think of Drew... i couldnt stop thinking about him or smiling... lol we had such a good trip and i just love his family so much..and of course him too.. i just can't get enough of him.. i really hope he feels the same.. lol

Well Drew i hope you had a good drive and have a good next week.. i really hope you can come see me and if not then i'm coming out there.. Lol I love you!!!

Until You... Dave Barnes....

Posted Tuesday, July 21, 2009 10:23 PM

Well Hi from Florida... i got here yesterday morning and everything with my flight went fine... i got up early enough and got there on time.. Drew came and picked me up at the airport and we went back to where his family was staying and went straight to the beach... i can't believe it.. i'm actually a little tan.. Right now i'm sitting in my bed..which i'm sharing with Drew and really don't have anything to write other than i'm having a great time and luckily its going by SO slow which rarely happens.. lol But i will give a better update later in the week with all the funny and cute stories... Well Drew i love you!! and i'm having a great time with you and i hope you're having fun with me... :)

.....I'm leaving one a jet plane..... and going to FLORIDA!! Lol

Posted Sunday, July 19, 2009 3:38 PM

Well i only have six more hours of work then i'm done.. then i'm going home and going straight to sleep... literally as soon as i possibly can. I have to wake up at probably around 3:30 and leave my house by 4:30 at the latest. Then i get on a plane at 6:40 to fly to ATL which i have a two hour layover.. afterwards i get on a plane to fly to Pensacola.. which is where Drew will pick me up!! which i'm very excited about..

Well the plan for tonight is:

1. Go home and print off my ticket..depending what time i get off work i will probably take a bath to shave my legs.
2. I will go to bed as soon as i can. Then i'll wake up at 3:30
3. I'll jump in the shower right afterwards
4. I will get dressed and put my make up on then blow dry my hair
5. Then i'll put my stuff in the car and make sure i have everything.
6. Double check all my stuff and hit the road...

 

I am VERY excited to go spend 5 days with Drew and his family in Florida. I know i'll have a good time with him. Well its now 4 so that means only 5 and a half more hours of work! which is also really exciting.. I'm about to paint my nails now then cook dinner...And if i have time then i will write tomorrow morning... but if i dont then more than likely i wont write until Friday night unless Drew teases me about then i will probably get on here.. Lol Well... Drew i really am excited to spend these next few days with you and your family on the beach.. it'll be alot of fun! I love you and i will talk to you soon!! and See you tomorrow!! lol Bye