Posted Wednesday, August 13, 2008 4:44 PM
Let's do!!! I am just like not focusing at all at work.....what's new ;)!!! But I am ready..... It's probably all talk and I will be freaking out. I can already tell though that I am in one of those moods ... It only comes out when I get a little bit stressed. It's the ATTITUDE...haha. Hopefully I can keep that in check...DIVA haha! I just need to keep my emotions level! So excited!
Oh... expect for the weather is questionable.......
 Scattered T-Storms |
High 79°F
Precip 40% |
| Wind: |
E 8 mph |
| Max. Humidity: |
73% |
| UV Index: |
8 Very High |
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| Sunrise: |
6:35 AM CT |
| Avg. High: |
90°F |
| Record High: |
107°F (1936) |
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 Showers |
Overnight Low 62°F
Precip 30% |
| Wind: |
E 4 mph |
| Max. Humidity: |
80% |
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| Sunset: |
8:16 PM CT |
| Avg. Low: |
65°F |
| Record Low: |
49°F (1994) |
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79' not bad the rain chance is a little high for me but what you can't see is the humidity is at 75%........I would rather rain!!! Isn't rain good luck??? Oh well I'll either be a Hot Bride or a Hot Wet Bride.....
Posted Monday, August 11, 2008 10:44 AM
Monday now has a whole different meaning for me...haha. So this is my second Monday in a row that I feel oh completely sick in the morning. Then I'll be fine the rest of the week. So weird. But yea....not so hot!!!
This past weekend was my Bachelorette Party. Not suprising......Out of Control and a Blast. With my girls......we expect nothing less!! It was a ton of fun. I woke up the next morning and go......"Ok....can I get married now??!!" Thanks to my best friends... they made it a unforgettable night!

I am ready for it to be Thursday at 5pm now so I can head to Hiawatha to start getting ready for the BIG DAY :)
Posted Tuesday, August 05, 2008 3:22 PM
So my mother thought it would be a fabulous idea to have everything decided 2 weeks before the wedding! WHAT A HORRIBLE IDEA!! Why you may ask..... probably b/c all I have to do now is just THINK. Me and thinking never a good thing ;)
No it's actually that I just have that constant knot in my stomach now. WHICH could be good for looking good on my wedding day b/c when it's there I am totally not hungry :) But here's the thing....it's not like a knot like I'm so nervous....well not that kind of nervous. I know that I am making the right decision b/c I love Nate. We've been together for over 3 years now and I know nothing is going to change......It's just weird thinking that yet nothing changes...EVERYTHING does. I know that makes little to no since but if you have not gotton married yet you will soon find out what I mean! I think it's just the build up to the wedding. I just know I will have every emotion in the book and do it infront of .... oh yea 226 people as of today haha! Oh and I had to write Katie Koester for like real for the first time today b/c I am attending a event after we get married. SO weird to actually see it and it mean something.
11 Days ......
Posted Wednesday, July 30, 2008 10:53 AM
So people keep asking me if I am nervous yet.......Nope...not yet! Which I guess I'm not suprised because I had my freak out probably like a month ago! I really am thinking I won't get absolutely sick until the day off. It just doesn't seem like it's that close. I mean I look at the days left and I see 17 but it is like 17 you know. Just not freaking out yet. Which is good. Someone the other day goes are you nervous and I was like "No not yet" and they go oh you wouldn't be your so even keiled.....I was like HAHA....man if Nathan could of heard that!! I wanted to be like actually I am crazy emotional but for some reason I do a good job of hiding it and it hasn't hit me yet!!
The hope is at this point.....I am thinking that I will just bawl intially when I see Nate and then hang out take some pictures and when it's time for the ceremony I will be all good.....EXCEPT when I wrote that I just got that quisy feeling in my stomach like I could cry......I'm going to be a mess....who am I kidding!!!

Oh NATE DOG....LOVE YOU!!!
Posted Thursday, July 24, 2008 5:56 PM
Yea today is numb.....my mom thought I sounded stress yesterday .... and maybe I was when I figured out that we were about to drop in the teens for number of days left!!! But today.....she was like "you sound better".......yep think I am NUMB. This is what happens when I try not to think or get stressed about something and just focus on others....just Mellowness. Still very excited for the day to be here.....but as for now....focus is on something else so I don't turn into a basketcase...LOL!!
Although.....he looks kinda happy in a basket..... 
Posted Tuesday, July 22, 2008 4:43 PM
I want to write/say that as much as possible!! Not too much longer and I can't use it anymore
Yesterday Nate and i had one of those days.....
How great was yesterday? We were both equally OBSESSED with each
other....I mean come on I ran to the door before you even got
close.....I love those days!!
Posted Monday, July 21, 2008 11:52 AM
So I haven't really felt engaged before this weekend. It's not because I wasn't doing things around the wedding or planning but I think it just didn't seem real yet that I was getting married. I think it was a mixture of the time and then spending a great weekend celebrating the life that Nathan and I will have together with family and friends. It was just amazing. Only 26 more days....I mean it's just going to fly :) With all the showers......I can barely fit all the gifts in our apartment as is......I can only imagine after the wedding! Presents....welcome to my mom's basement!! It's just going to be a magical day!! My mom and I made mints yesterday....OMG.....what a process.....but so much fun! She's done so much for it so I am glad I can help. Decisions are starting to wind down which is good because I have trouble making them :) I know I'm going to be sad when it's over ..... i like so badly wanted the planning over with and then I'm going to wish I was back in the drivers seat....Typical woman!

Posted Tuesday, July 15, 2008 4:52 PM
Well......my focus right now is just on being engaged and how fun that is. Somewhere along the way I forgot I'm engaged not getting married. Well I am but not yet!!! The little neat things about telling someone you're getting married and their face lights us....those fun things.....I want to slow down and enjoy!! I got my invitations out. Let me pre warn all.....DO NOT do them yourselves....(well you can if your not a procrastinator!!)
I got really excited this morning to wake up with Nate for the rest of my life. I was really tired and he knew it so he wasn't his CHIPPER self this morning because he knows that just pushes me over the edge...LOL. So when he was leaving he came up and gave me kisses and a AWESOME HUG.....I wish I could have a million mornings like that! OH WAIT....I WILL 
