Being Pregnant and worried

Posted Wednesday, January 27, 2010 11:19 PM

8 WEEKS:

Im 8 weeks in, and to be honest....

I have heartburn alot. Im tired a ton. I am starting to think about what life will be like in 5 years, in 10 years, in 18 years. If i want more than one kid ect... The thing was. my husband and I would have a family and great jobs. My husband is great And i love him very much. Its just with all these emotions, my history of miscarriages, i think im driving myself nuts in being to careful, to scared... Well 8 weeks... thats usually when my other  miscarriages took place. So maybe after a few weeks Ill relax... Not only that with hubs being gone from 4am to 730 pm and the doctor has me on bedrest. UGH. most boring thing ever lol... But ill be going back home soon to oklahoma and family and friends can come visit me yay! lol.... :) anyhow.. enough venting for one day :) i shall keep my pregnancy updated ....