Sadness

Posted Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:39 PM

My mother in law passed on June 29.  Life has been hard for me going on.  Depression has set in and I am so thankful that I left my job back in March, because I am having such a hard time dealing.  The baby issue has gotten more complicated as I have been put back on some heavy medications that could really mess up a growing fetus.  So for the time being we are back to birth control and just trying to figure out if I ovulate at all with the the PCOS going on.  I would say that it is a good time to loose a few pounds but I can hardly get off from the couch between the medication and the depression.  I know things will get better and that the baby will come in time, but it is just so hard when all seems out of reach right now.  Finding out that I had fertility issues was depressing enough, but I miss my mother in law so much.  It is just one day at a time right now